{"id":22358,"date":"2020-06-27T08:00:27","date_gmt":"2020-06-27T08:00:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.comicsreview.co.uk\/nowreadthis\/?p=22358"},"modified":"2020-06-26T17:42:31","modified_gmt":"2020-06-26T17:42:31","slug":"i-am-not-okay-with-this","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.comicsreview.co.uk\/nowreadthis\/2020\/06\/27\/i-am-not-okay-with-this\/","title":{"rendered":"I Am Not Okay with This"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\nBy Charles Forsman<\/strong> (Fantagraphics Books)
\nISBN: 978-1-68396-193-2 (FB PB) 978-0-57135-012-4 (Faber & Faber PB)<\/p>\n

Teenage rites of passage are an evergreen source for dramatic material – and comedy too, if you’re fortunate enough to survive the inescapable maturation process relatively unscathed and not too warped – especially when viewed from a bit of distance and with the right perspective.<\/p>\n

Even so, it certainly seems that the problems faced get worse for each successive generation. I can remember my lot facing peer and parental pressure, sexual and\/or gender confusion, the war against conformity, political despair and general powerlessness, all while trying to stay sober enough to finish A-Level exams and ponder our employment futures, but trolls and invisible bullies you can’t escape or confront? No, thanks\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6<\/p>\n

Today’s issues have a unique (devil’s) advocate however, in a brilliant cartoonist who combines keen insight, devilish imagination and an uncanny ear for dialogue to make stories it’s impossible to not respond to, no matter your specific age or circumstance\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6<\/p>\n

Charles Forsman is a multi-award-winning graduate of Vermont’s celebrated Center for Cartoon Studies, whose previous releases include Celebrated Summer<\/strong>, The End of the Fucking World<\/strong>, Hobo Mom<\/strong> and self-published minicomics such as Snake Oil<\/strong>, Revenger<\/strong> and Slasher<\/strong>\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6<\/p>\n

Already into its third physical printing, readily available digitally and the basis for an equally evocative – but by no means identical – TV adaptation, I Am Not Okay with This<\/strong> is rendered in a powerfully deceptive and underplayed cartoon primitivist manner which deviously disguises the fact that this yarn has the shock value and emotional impact of a chunk of concrete chucked through your windscreen from a motorway overpass\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6<\/p>\n

The tale for our times opens with troubled outsider Sydney<\/em> reluctantly complying to a school counsellor’s urgings to start a journal to catalogue and confront her feelings. Syd is 15 and confused: she’s so far from pretty, a poor student, and recently lost her war-veteran dad in a most unconventional manner.<\/p>\n

She’s fighting with her mom – who wastes all her time at her crappy waitressing job – and idiot little brother Liam<\/em>. Her only friend Dina<\/em> is now ghosting her, having just discovered boys in the incomprehensibly form of vile jock Brad<\/em>. He wants to keep the freak away from his \u00e2\u20ac\u0153property\u00e2\u20ac\u009d and calls Syd a dyke. Maybe she is? So what?<\/p>\n

\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6And now – as if sexual confusion, family insecurity and disgusting body breakouts aren’t enough – Syd discovers a hidden and uncontrollable ability to cause harm and destruction with her mind. She also thinks someone dark and dangerous is dogging her heels and knows all her secrets\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6<\/p>\n

The similarities to the broader elements of Stephen King’s epistolary landmark Carrie <\/strong>or Kazuya Kud\u00c5\u008d & Ryoichi Ikegami’s Mai the Psychic Girl <\/strong>soon vanish in this tale, as the progression of diary entries intimately expose a succession of poor decisions and relationship mistakes that reshape and transform Syd and everyone she knows.<\/p>\n

Sadly, the choices made by one lost soul are increasingly irredeemable. They will never get the chance to live down or move away from the events that soon overtake them all, bringing tragedy and disaster in their wake\u00e2\u20ac\u00a6<\/p>\n

Potent and moving, I Am Not Okay with This <\/strong>is a devastatingly affecting variation on a teenage theme, and an unforgettable exploration of becoming human everyone with a heart and mind must read.
\n\u00c2\u00a9 2018 Charles Forsman. This edition \u00c2\u00a9 2018 Fantagraphics Books Inc. All rights reserved.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

By Charles Forsman (Fantagraphics Books) ISBN: 978-1-68396-193-2 (FB PB) 978-0-57135-012-4 (Faber & Faber PB) Teenage rites of passage are an evergreen source for dramatic material – and comedy too, if you’re fortunate enough to survive the inescapable maturation process relatively unscathed and not too warped – especially when viewed from a bit of distance and … <\/p>\n

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