By Barbara Yelin; translated by Michael Waaler (SelfMadeHero)
ISBN: 978-1-914224-13-3 (TPB/Digital edition)
Award-winning German illustrator, cartoonist and comics maker Barbara Yelin (Le Visiteur, Le Retard, Gift, Riekes Notizen, Spring, Gigaguhl und das Riesen-Glück, Tagebuch eines Zwangsarbeiters, But I Live: Three Stories of Child Survivors of the Holocaust) was born in 1977 and studied illustration in Hamburg before scoring her earliest successes in the French Bande Dessinées market.
She favours fact-based human interest stories and biographical tales. When Yelin found letters and diaries revealed unknown aspects of her own grandmother’s closeted past, she was inspired to dramatize the history: crafting an exploration of race and identity; forensically dissecting the notion of compromise, allure of self-deception, force of social pressure and weight of personal responsibility. The graphic novel won great acclaim and led to her being celebrated as Best German Graphic Novelist 2016 at the Erlangen comics festival.
First released in English that year, the tale of Irmina is now available in a paperback edition and offers timely and still uncomfortable insights into a problem that has never really gone away…
It begins in ‘Part One: London’ as in 1934, Irmina von Behdinger skirts the fringes of English society. Dour and a bit dowdy, she is extremely forthright and outspoken as she pursues a dream. Seeking education and a profession, she studies at a commercial school for young women: learning to be a typist. Dragged to a party for useless snobs and swells, she again feels a like a target and communal object of amusement for the so-cavalier In-Crowd until she meets Barbadian law student Howard Green.
Mistaking him for a waiter when he’s actually one of the first black students at Oxford, she finds they have lots in common…
A close, covert and frequently strained relationship develops as they trade life stories that are far from commonplace and compare experiences of being outsiders in a hidebound culture constrained by class, race and constant disdainful judgement by distant, graciously hostile and forever exclusive British society. As the odd couple get to know each other better, it transpires that neither was particularly well-suited to life in their own homelands either…
For instance, the new rulers of a resurgent Germany encourage women to eschew learning and self-reliance in favour of motherhood and the building of a stronger Fatherland through service to their men and the state. All she wants is to be her own woman and see faraway places like the sunny West Indies that spawned such a complex paradox as Howard…
Further complicating her life – which she sees as separate from the greater world – are newspaper reports from Germany which her “host parents” and everyone else around her somehow feel are connected to her. It’s as if they hold the exchange student responsible for the acts of all her countrymen. The defence that these are not “her Germans” means nothing…
Of course, it’s not much better in England, as Howard learns when he and Irmina stumble into a “Blackshirt” rally in Hyde Park. The encounter with the British fascist movement prompts a move and Irmina becomes the companion of an émigré countess from Germany: an old suffragette who has made the Empire her homeland and now works with the Labour Party to improve the lives of the poor, disenfranchised and female…
Despite being ferociously gripped by her ideal of an independent, autonomous existence, Irmina cannot escape the labels and assumptions piled upon her. Howard too is feeling the pressure as his exams loom. Both are caught up in the chaotic tides of the times and as the global political situation calcifies and crystalises, they part and she is compelled to return home and adapt to a new Normal in ‘Part Two: Berlin’…
Having finally achieved her long-desired independence, Irmina in 1935 is far from secure or happy. Behind on rent, underpaid in her government secretarial/translator’s position at the Ministry of War and a constant target for lecherous men in uniform or administrators taking the credit for her work, she persists because of a promise of an official transfer to London. The promise is never fulfilled and the pedestrian chore of staying ahead, making no waves and endless stream of bureaucratic form-filling that comprises her life gradually wears the ambitious isolationist dreamer down.
Even the occasional social flurry – like a party held by her cousin – only serves to highlight that she is not a proper German anymore, tainted as she is by her time amongst the decadent British…
Moreover, her sense of being “othered” kicks into overdrive after meeting up-and-coming architect Gregor Meinrich, who has embraced the new national philosophy with the frenzy of a zealot. As promises fail to be met and national pride swells, Irmina endures perpetual disappointment and, as her chances to leave Germany dwindle, she withdraws from life, slavishly passing each successive day. The drear existence culminates in marriage to SS officer Gregor and the shattering boredom of a dutiful hausfrau…
Sidelining and abandoning her few friends, Irmina becomes a ghost of her former self as all around her ordinary people are caught up in a new zeitgeist: embracing pride and a toxic ideology. By the time her son is born, Germany is officially at war and Gregor is gone all the time. Now she doesn’t even have his borrowed dreams and ambitions to sustain her and as the war proceeds her beliefs and hopes and all human decency are similarly whittled away…
The story climaxes in ‘Part Three: Barbados’ as in 1983, stand-offish school secretary Irmina Meinrich contemplates her imminent retirement. Her life is carefully and scrupulously devoid of all emotional extravagance and foolish, pointless joy or hope: everything is simply making time with the least effort until death claims her. Then one night she receives a letter from Barbados. His Excellency Governor General Sir Howard Green is hoping to carry out a promise he had made to a young exchange student in 1934…
Delivered in moody muted colours and rendered in expressionistic soft tones and childlike simplified lines, Yelin’s exploration of extraordinary people in catastrophic times is uncomfortable, distressing and challenging, but is all the more powerful and topical for that.
Counterpointed by Dr. Kolb’s stringent exploration of everyday life in Nazi Germany and enquiring just how an entire nation seemingly surrendered to its collective dark side, this is a timeless and compelling treatise on aspiration and personal integrity as affected by extreme circumstance and unrelenting peer pressure.
Potent, powerful, moving and memorable, this is a true romance tale well told and impossible to forget. © 2014 Barbara Yelin & Reprodukt. All rights reserved.